My newest edition to my lyrics writing collection. To the music in the video. More info and comments can be found on my deviantART.

I don't remember
Those awful things.
It escapes my mind
Can you blame me?

I cannot recall
From memory.
The visions
I can't see.

Can't turn back time
That's not fair.
Mistakes have
To start somewhere.

Can't you understand
What I'm saying?
Please say
You trust me...

I'd take it back
If I could.
You know well
That I would.

The splashes
Of red
My mind was
Outside my head.

I never saw.

Never would have known.

I am sorry.

Please forgive me

For my blindness...

But I'm by your side
As you can tell.
And so far
Thing's have gone well.

Those nightmares
That you see...
It hurts that
you fear me.

Had I known
What I've done
Would've stopped it
Don't you know that?

I have sin
In my own crop.
The memory
Make it stop...

I choose
To behave
As a free
Imprisoned slave.

My past
So unknown
To me it
can't be shown

You've been there.

I'm sure you have.

At least you knew.

Letting those emotions seize you....

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